IndoEnglish Lit

I through gratefully today. Why? Becoz my final exam would have been finished. Actually, i was worried inside becoz i don't have study enough. I don't know why?. Maybe when the holliday's week i didn't study all day long. I just spent mytime for myself. I got laziness fever. I'm sure that i really want to study but i couldn't do that. It was difficult situation actually. I've tried hard. Maybe i'm still can't to control my mind and an eager to learn well. I have to try harder than before. I know that i can do it. I have to lose my laziness and adjourn many jobs easily. (menunda-nunda pekerjaan). Back to the real life... today i have a sport lesson exam. I'm trying to not cheat my friend's answer. Its hard becoz everybody do like that in the class and i have no friend to didn't cheat. So tragic, right? . Ah, ya.. i have to tell this that I want to be a good people like my father. Its hard. It isn't easy as people talk about. But i realize that i have to do this. I have to be like him moreover if i can be better than him. The point is i have to struggle hard. Never say give up!. I have to have my heart and my destiny of life are for my beloved God. Even i have a great generation, i know i can't to relinquish (melepaskan) it like that anymore, begitu saja. You have to be like what your grand grand grandpa being.
Once again, i have to study hard too for my study master in Egypt. I have to get a scholarship again there. I don't know what my genre that i will take there. I just can pray, hope and effort maximally. :D
I was feeling great when my masyer study will through in Egypt. It will be an exciting experience.
C'mon Lutfi.. you can do it!!
Just believe yourself and be more confident, okay.. You have to focus!
Do not thinking about everything meaningless. :D
Done!!!!!! ;)